*Sad Night* {3 augst 2011}

ya allah Qi....

Qi tau pha yg bkin kx smangat skolah...?snyum riki tu....

Qi tau?skrang kx tu dah menyayangi riQi sperti adx kx sndri..bkan sbagai pngganti angga lagi..

mlam ni kx mmang sdih bnget...tpi kx gax nangis krna kx sllu ingat Qi...trus kx smz Qi brhrap Qi bsa ngehibur kx dg tawa Qi..tpi apa?Qi mlah blang klO Qi jga lgi sdih... 

Qi lgi rbut ma pcar Qi...tpi  Qi gax mau crita ma kx...

Qi blang maaf klo bsok kx ktmu Qi tpi Qi gax bsa snyum...

bwat pha Qi nganggap kx ni sbagai kx ny Qi klO Qi gax bsa crita smua sakit yg Qi rsain?

mngkin bagi Qi gax mau bkin kx ssah ato mlah Qi gax mau kx ikut cmpur urusan Qi...

tpi kx tu bsa ngrsa Qi...sharian ni kx tu gax nyaman jha ma smua yg kx lkuin...mlai dri hp Qi yg gax aktif...smpe smua smz tmen2 kx yg kx gax nyambung...

trnyata felling  kx bner...Qi gy dha msalah...

bkan apa2...kx cma gax pngen Qi tu ngalamin hal yg sma ma angga...trauma cma gra2 cwe...

jujur..kx skarang ni msi dlam tahap penyembuhan dri skit kx...

dg ktwa2,sneng2, kx dah mlai pulih sblum Obat kx abis...

tpi slesai kx nerima smz Qi tu bdan kx gmetaran,pusing kx kumat lgi...

ya allah dx....knpa sich...

yg kx mslahin tu bkan apa2...tpi knpa Qi gax mau jujur ma kx...

tu jha...

yaudah lh...smua dah trjadi...

nice dream my charming...

bsOx kx bkal brusaha ngembaliin snyum Qi...apapun cra'a~

saranghae.. <3